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He was very cute and convincing with his words. Oh yeah, he had a way with words. He could talk anyone into
anything. He sure had me caught up in his web.
I remember the first time there was something about him I noticed that I didn’t like...
He seemed a little bit too fascinated with other ladies walking by. It wasn’t just a quick glance and occasional
stare. It was worse.
It seemed like he groped female physiques with his eyes, almost mentally undressing them right in front of me.
I was very uncomfortable with it, but didn’t want to seem insecure. I was trying to make a good impression and
thought it would make me look extra confident not to nitpick about his wandering eye.
After a few dates, though, I told him about it.
He had some fancy answer that went deep into his history, all about how he was raised. His dad supposedly
was a ladies man. His mother was a floosy (His words) and he was a poor hapless victim of it all (My words to
sum up his words).
Every time I saw a warning sign or red flag, he had an explanation, a story, or justification for it, but never an
apology. He didn’t admit wrong. He was gifted to twist up a scenario. This dude was so good at manipulating
truth that I would be the one feeling guilty when he was done talking.
If he couldn’t prove me wrong, he would just confuse me until I’d give up and doubt what I was ever even
complaining about. It was exhausting.
So who was this mysterious guy?
My ex, who, before I gave my heart to Jesus, I moved in with and nearly started a family with, except, I lost the
baby.
He turned out to be a liar, chronic cheater and a heartbreaker. No one had ever hurt me the way he did. But
after I had some time away from him and was able to begin healing, I realized I had allowed it.
I saw those warning signs before shacking up with him.
Ms. Ashley was fully aware of those red flags, but I thought I could change him. I know everyone says “You
can’t change a man,” but the truth is, a lot of us women think it’s possible. We assume our guy is different and
we have special powers to transform him.
Wrong.
But I know where you are.
I approached my relationship like I was at a Build-A-Bear Workshop, like I could assemble and customize him
to fit my liking.
In my mind, I thought I could swap his stony heart for a new, tender one. I assumed I would be able to switch
his roving eyes and replace them with new ones, which only looked at me.
How silly of me!
A man is not a stuffed toy.
You cannot build him to suit your preferences. He has to come to you already put together and willing to do
right by you.
I learned this lesson the hard way, with many tears and devastating heartbreaks. But I am thankful for all I
went through, because now I know what I am not willing to tolerate. I don’t gloss over warning signs or look the
other way when it comes to repeated bad behaviors.
Here are a few tips:
#1 Know What Your No-Compromise Areas Are
Before I give a person serious consideration, I have certain non-negotiable rules like: he must have a
true relationship with Jesus Christ, be willing to abstain until marriage and be disciplined enough to hold
down a steady job. Those are just a few things.
What are your no-compromise laws? Having them will help you identify a man who is in violation of them
and move on before wasting any unnecessary time and energy. Know your expectations and stick to
them.
#2 Take It Slow
I moved very fast in my relationship with my ex. We had sex and progressed quickly. Huge, huge, huge
mistake! Now I practice abstinence, although premarital intercourse isn't the only thing to think about.
Any man can put on a show for a little while and be on good behavior. He is not going to introduce you
to his true self until some time passes by. So take your time. Move slowly. Get to know him.
See how genuine he is about his actions and intentions and don't worry that he won't wait for you. If he
is that much in a hurry to take things to the next level, that, right there, is a red flag.
You can never go wrong with taking your time.
#3 Be Honest About What You See
Women are known for being compassionate, patient, long-suffering and very merciful when we care
about someone. I know I am. We will overlook mess-ups and obvious negative signs when our heart
takes over our head. But we cannot afford to get cloudy when making a determination about who we will
settle down with for the rest of our lives.
That’s why not having sex without a ring is important. Being physically intimate clouds judgment and
leaves your nose wide open. It can also give a false sense of connection with a man who could be
cheating, all while faking loyalty just to get more of what he wants. When you see red flags, don’t be
afraid to wave the white flag of surrender and give up on a relationship. It’s better to walk away sooner
than later. The longer you stay, the more it hurts to leave.
Look, if you were (or are) like l was, ignoring red flags, stop it today. Who he is, is who he is. If he is Mr.
Wrong, don’t try to force him to walk in Mr. Right’s shoes, because it won’t work.
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